My Being ME…

I think you know this is not my fault. I didn’t do anything, so why am I being punished for things I didn’t do. Isn’t it enough that I have helped? I am really this disappointed right now?

Last night, on my way home, I stopped in front of a barbershop thinking I should get a haircut. I should get my head shaved. Maybe, the pain will go away. But I scratched my head and went home. I think my decision was silly. Two days ago, I bought a dozen of hair polish cream and now I’m thinking of getting my head shaved. Hahaha…

I just don’t get it. I was really pissed. I worked my ass up to do the things that should be done. But I tell you this, "You just don’t know what you got ’til it’s gone." How come I get to be an accomplice when I didn’t do anything, I was only asked to help a rotten task? Nothing seems fair. Well, my friend knows it.

Last night, he came home late and frustrated too. He was kicked out of a competition he recently joined in. He missed his work just to participate in the competition’s activities on weekends and thinks he has done all he can to at least to get recognized. When he was booted, he couldn’t fathom as to why the other guys was able to get on to the next round and he wasn’t. We just throw our frustrations at each other until 2 am just so we could have a resting sleep. What can we do? Nothing is fair in this world.

All I can do right now is show them that it’s not my fault why everything went wrong. And so should my friend, people behind your competition don’t like you and you don’t have control over it. There are things in life that I don’t have control over and I accept the fact that this is life, life to its fullest stupidity.

Hehehe…

I’m out !!!